So I'm feeling a little drained today...a lot, actually. Believe it or not, I think this is a good sign. Kind of the way you feel after a long illness (I got typhoid when I was 23 and was in bed for three months) which, to me, it's like the Bullshit is breaking. Could be another false dawn but I don't even have the energy to be pessimistic. I'm ready to move on, man. It's time for the light at the end of the tunnel to fulfill it's golden promise.